Ashley
EeLin
Huishan
Jie Ying
Yee Leng (II)
Yu Wen
Sunday, January 06, 2008
MOVED.
dun wan blog here anymore.
Here instead.
Sparkling Diamond
[12:53 AM]
Monday, December 31, 2007
some craps b4 i bounce off for tv!!!
today new year eve, i said i have no mood to join in those countdown sessions so i rejected meeting Ashley. so sorry! hehehe....
hope you have fun tonight!
I'll be staying home, watching tv, miserably with my brother playing his PS2.
mum and the old man went for mahjong session and my sis went for new year countdown.
after work, went dinner with Jeffrey.
wanted to have seafood at East Coast but it's too crowded. so bad!!! =(
had some other nice food at Maxwell Hawker instead.
intended to visit Mount Faber too, but then it's closed for the day. too bad!!! =(
so we went home. haha!
ask if any wishes for this new year, i would say......... that my career to be good. let me earn money. and luck please come to me......
there are uncountables but i will just keep them in my heart.
faster, can anyone wish that my dreams will come true!!!
hahaha........
okkk.. tv time.
tml still got to work. si bey SIAN........
but
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!
Sparkling Diamond
[9:52 PM]
Saturday, December 29, 2007
last night while i was surfing the net, a cat appeared at my doorstep!
it's a very dark chocolate cat.
i dunno wad breed is it but i know it's some branded cat. it has thick and long chocolate fur. but badly groomed. there seems to have fur patches tangled together. and this cat keeps it's tongue sticking out de!
very funny!
i came home after watching I Am Legend with Ashley last night. quite a nice movie....
so when i 1st saw the cat, i stunned a little and I'm scared. was wondering if the cat carries some virus which I'm not immune to it. hhahahahaa..........
i opened my gate and went looking for it after it walked away. to realised it was hiding behind my neighbour's flower pots.
meowing to it for some time but it's not gonna come near me, so i gave up and went back surfing my net. after awhile, it came forward and sit in front of my gate. haha! i started meowing at it again and it also meowed back. suddenly, the cat decided to share my shelter.
i told the cat "nonononono....... kitty kitty u cannot come in! sorry!"
but it keeps on trying to squeeze it's little body through my gate while meowing very pitifully.
i faster close my wooden door.
i peeped, saw it walked to the lift landing area and sat down, then started grooming itself. i felt so sorry cos I'm not able to give it shelter. poor kitty........
this is not the 1st time i saw cats passing by my house.
was wondering why are there so many cats passing by my house?! i lived at 8th storey know.
dun tell me the cats took the lifts!
wahaha....
this is the chocolate cat.
it's posing so nicely. the face too black so cannot see. lol
although i lost my kitty, but i found 4 more today!
animals are my weakness la.
i feel sorry for those being badly mistreated.. =(
kindness is also one of my weakness.
yesterday when i reached office, din even wan to look at my manager (Alvin la). it's weird, both of us seems to sense that something is not right.... but in the middle of the day, i actually bought curry puff and treated him. omg.... i also initiated to talk to him regarding our missing kitty. he seems rather sad about it too. haiz...
then today, he's joking craps to me again. hahaha...
ok la. I'm a very forgiving girl wad.
so people loves to bully me.
Steven looks at my palm today and told me some of my character/life.
he says I'm very lazy (-.-), health not very good, wun get married until an older age(oh nooooo!) and easily cheated by people (which is so true).
then Alvin and Roland started bombarding me. zzzzzz
i realised that guys really cannot multi-task!!!
when guys are doing something and i talked to them, nothing goes into their ears.
so I'm like an idiot again, only talking to myself.
i experienced this everyday. -_______-
ever realised that women are capable to chit chat and multi other tasks at the same time but not the guys?
hahaha....
such a coincidence to meet on the road!
WAVES! hahahaha....
and then you go, vroom vroom away.....!!!
Sparkling Diamond
[11:12 PM]
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Merry Christmas la.
it's already over 2 days ago. xD
dun really feel the festive mood for this 2007.
on Christmas Eve, we went to some Japanese restaurant i think it's call Waraku pasta or wadever.
we juz walk around and nothing much.
I'm lazy to upload those photos.
go visit jy, yeeleng or yuwen's blog ba...
but some pics i took with Ashley the pig. ahahaa..
went out with her on Christmas Day itself. we had fun.
i went to her house for some cheesecake which she made it herself. she left one last piece for me. and it's really nice. thanks!
her mummy and sister are still as funny as ever too. haha
we so sisterly hor.
why her hair looks like some mushroom here. lol.
HAHA
and her famous monkey face!
wo kan ni.... ni kan wo. ha ha ha...
ok.. now some miscellaneous pics.
Lamborghini @ Orchard.
Jacky saw this and he snapped a pic of it.
i saw it too but i did not take a photo, so he sent me this.
these are the Christmas presents for my frens.
hope they liked everything...
this is Ashley's Christmas gift. it's a mini USB vacuum. very cute!
see! this duck can suck rubbish into it's mouth!
this is Christmas present for Dipo!
then i realised i bought rabbit food instead of hamster food. LOL!!!!
but Yuwen told me that Dipo likes it alot though!
then this is my kitty @ showroom.
been feeding it for more than a week and it's size grew immensely! you can see it's fat tummy.
the last time i saw it was 2 days ago. and now it's missing! i prepared it's food and i waited whole day but it never appear.
i hope it's safe..... =(
then now, i wan to complain!!!
my manager indirectly shoots me.
he said "some one went for off day without informing me"
(background: i took off on Christmas day. yes i did not let him know.)
shit! then i was thinking "need to inform meh?"
like the rest of my colleagues can appear as and when they like, no need to even give a signal. then why cant i? i know it's better to inform.
and I KNOW i should not follow the bad stuffs that the others perform. u know every time when i was telling him that i am going for off day tomorrow, he'll say "you dun tell me."
or he doesn't even give a reply.
$%#&^*@
I'm also thinking, so what if i did not went for off and i was at office? is there anything for me to do? totally nothing wad.
SO JUZ WAD DO YOU WAN!!!!!
very hate him.
whenever he's around i will move far away.
treats me like a maid.
ask me do this do that.
i always thought I'll be a good girl then he'll treat me better. who knows he took me for granted.
i love Thursday cos it's his off day and today is a Thursday. my mood was way better than rest of other days!!!
feel like quiting my job already.
this thought spins in my brain every single moment.
the reason I'm thinking of quitting is definitely not becos of this manager. main thing is that i still cant do sales. no walk-ins, my colleagues still can close sales.
why? becos they have so much frens and brokers out there who have so much lobangs.
only i have nothing.
it's very demoralising and stressful.
when everyone asked how many cars I've sold in this month? i have to show them my fingers with the "zero" sign. can u bear this?
u know every day i sit at the showroom like an idiot, only waiting for time to pass so that i can go home and juz feel my home sweet home. even catching spiders at work can make me so tired....
dunno why, even though COE went down, still no people came looking for cars.
also dunno why, boss is not doing advertisement for us.
i got so much phone calls of inquiries whenever there is advertisement know!!!
forget it.
who am i to ask boss to do advertisement?
but i keep on telling myself to hang on to after Chinese New Year. til then, I'll see what to do.
haiz.....
no one knows my sorrows.
tong kor bo lang zai.....
anyway, so many ppl viewed my friendster profile after I've uploaded new photos.
I guess everyone muz be thinking "finally Agnes uploaded some new photos."
hahaha.....
alright, enough nonsense.
good night.
Sparkling Diamond
[10:26 PM]
Monday, December 24, 2007
Can I have your picture, so Santa Claus knows exactly what to give me.
hohoho......
having trouble trying to meet the girls tomorrow.
oh my gosh.........
especially Jieying the troublesome one.
lol.
NIGHTS!
Sparkling Diamond
[1:03 AM]
Saturday, December 22, 2007
went Turf City with Yang today.
it's the 1st time visiting for the both of us.
its also a big and confusing place.
i feel like I'm in JB when I'm there. hahaha....
anyway, we didn't went there for fun.
we brought down a car to our new branch and took another car back to AML.
also, I saw my Mexico there.
seems like he's doing fine.
did i mention Mexico Koh before?
he's like a father to me and my brother when we used to work at my previous company. he pays for our food, took care of us etc. and he's a very funny and entertaining uncle. cool name he have too. so long nv see him until today!!!
heehehe....
I've prepared all my friends' presents!
happy and excited.
meanwhile also a little not happy.
I'm spending so much money but I'm not earning this month.
=(
dunno why, after coming back from Turf City today, i felt somehow energised. lol...
i guess anyone will go mad if they were to stay in a showroom alone everyday.
poor boy how did you do it?
you muz have longed for companion...
haiz.
Sparkling Diamond
[12:17 AM]
Thursday, December 20, 2007
PICTURES!!!
now u know my unit no. heh heh
my house at the left. wonder what kind of neighbour will we have?
living room
sis and my room!
bro's room...
really super small house right!
forget to take pictures of the kitchen and toilets. hahaha
yes yes! after renovation!!! xD
next, show u one Subaru Impreza but WRX-liked plus it's specially mixed paint of Ferrari Red! soooooo attractive!
17" sports rim, emphasizing the Ferrari Red
becos i like his car so much, owner allows me to take photos of his car. thanks Shaifol. =D
it's not even chilli red, u have to look at the real thing.
VROOM!!!!!
I drove a Daihatsu Copen in my dream. LOL!!!!
today was COE bidding. so u see the guys........
end of day, 3 cases got it's COE.
CAT A: $14,001
CAT B: $15, 802
hahaha......
this is lame. okkkk...
I'm having good mood tonight.
maybe due to me finally completed searching for my friend's Christmas present. hehe
i slept only 3 hours last night.
my head feels real giddy throughout the whole of today.
I'll go sleep now.
NIGHTS!!!
Sparkling Diamond
[1:05 PM]
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
sick.
sick of alot of things.
went out with sis, Xuande and Tiong Phew.
it's been a very long time since i last met them.
well, it's a fun fun day.
collected new house keys today. visited new house.
it's UNEXPECTEDLY SMALL.
i think HDB cheated us by showing us all the very big floor plans. lol. but i guess it'll be a cosy place.
cant wait to move in, only after renovations.
should be around chinese new year.
mum is like dun even have money for renovations now.
very sick... how the hell did we managed ourselves to such a terrible state?
I'm not blaming her. it's not her fault.
sometimes juz wish that we had never decide to move in the 1st place. maybe let us tio some TOTO or 4D please, to clear all our shits. i can't even help. sick.........
situation makes people change.
i do not use to see much with monetary terms.
but things are not the same anymore.
reality crashing to the floor.
we have to face it.
someone once told me that as i grow, lot's of problems will falls onto me. it's my life he's talking about. dunno how he knows, but i now think it's true.
the child in me was gone, bringing away my naiveness.
not believing that things are always so simple now.
it's time to grow. but somehow i dun feel wanting to.
what can i do?
i wan to give myself a week's break, but in other hand, i think it's not too appropriate.
i wan the break badly la............
should i ?
yes, when can i stop working?
work problems, family problems, life problems.
can u imagine getting home from work, ur mouth hardly opens and speaks to anybody until the time u got to bed and fell asleep. the same routine everyday.
there's something which makes me very irritated whenever the moment i got home.
and weird, there's no one i can talk to.
dun even know where and how to start.
then i remember i learnt something from Jieying.
that only the good things are shown, bad ones are always kept unknown. i never realise this until she mentioned this one day after she quarrelled with her bf. so there's no one who actually knows what is happening around me after all.
i dunno how to say about these anymore.
i wish that all problems will find it's solutions soon.
i really wish......
We don't want to hurt you, Mummy.
Realised how much I loved you when I do not want you to be hurt.
Sparkling Diamond
[2:17 AM]
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
when Jason from Parts Division Pte Ltd came today, i saw his phone looking somewhat simple but awesome. so i asked for it to have a look. when i flipped his phone over to the back and i saw an apple logo, then i realised it was an iPhone!!!
asked how much he spent for it, he said $800 over.
Sim Lim Square is selling one for around $1.5k now know!
awwwww!!!!!!!!
it's a really cool phone.
knowing it's scratch-proofed, Roland tried to use a scissor on it's screen. that made Jason kept his phone in his pocket immediately. hahahahaa....
i wan an iPhone too. =D
stupid customers, all playing with me.
so idiotic.
no la. is I'm too lousy.
feel like going for a break now.
almost 2008, everyone's preparing themselves for a new year, earning big bucks. i stayed poor. luck isn't with me this time.
sometimes i wish to be born with a silver spoon in my mouth. then life may be better. but i also know that life may not be that nice too. pros and cons.
if my father is still alive, our life would be much better.
then we wun have that irritating old man at my house now.
it's a fact!
too bad.
oh ya, HDB says we can collect our new house's key tomorrow. so after work today, i walked from Tiong Bahru Plaza to our new house.
the journey was long..............
i timed, i took a 7 minutes walk.
so i thought maybe cos the road was straight all the way thus making me feel damn sian.
i prefer to turn here and there when walking a distance b4 i reach my destination.
what to do? no choice.
guess we will be moving again real soon.
after some renovations....
but i really dun wan to live with that old man...... =(
Limerence.
Sparkling Diamond
[12:25 AM]
Saturday, December 15, 2007
getting very stress again.
pimples are bursting out like crazy and so disgusting.
my mood started swinging up and down now.
i know, and it's soooo idiotic.
hope i can sign a deal tomorrow.
I've asked Ashley to pray for me tonight and tomorrow.
i know i shouldn't be doing this. i should work for what i wan. but just being stupid and a little thick skin, i asked for it already. it's always nice to have someone praying for u. God bless, please, create a miracle on me.
you better stay with me and dun go away!!! =(
thinking should i find a way to get rid of my kitty...
it's shit is way too smelly.
I said I smell cuttle fish.
Yang says he smell something strong and smelly.
Roland said it was BALACHAN.
HAHAHAHHAA. lololol.
tattoos all over the chest!
some thing's not that nice unlike what I've imagined.
but still, it's interesting.
my 1st attempt.
Sparkling Diamond
[10:39 PM]
Friday, December 14, 2007
我要快快卖车 然后做车 再快快出车.
我才可以......可以什么?
不告诉你!!!
我 "笑" 了.
哈哈哈。。。
"很奇怪只要看到你就变得很开心" XD
Sparkling Diamond
[11:59 PM]
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
eh....
half of the month is almost gone....
i still haven close any deals.
been down on luck i guess.
i know I'm not working hard too.
hehehe.......
i understand that we must earn and prepare ourselves for the new year now. did OT today. but no customer. no extra OT claims too. eeeee....
guess i will be staying back more often now, to catch customers!
ha ha ha.......
today pervert uncle came again.
i seemed to run for my life.
Yang and Jeffrey saw him walking to our direction and they faster ask me to go into my office and hide. i stood there for a few seconds b4 my mind tells my feet to run! then i "escaped" to West Coast with Alvin. lol.
anyway, a fight occurred at AML today.
i heard its a fight between 2 salesmen.
one of their's face was like a panda as he was being punched. a very long knife was used to slashed one of the guy and blood was everywhere too.
i missed the show though.
argh!!!
u know...
i'm very happy to feed the kitty but the kitty is so bad, it shits at my showroom, under the cars!!! now it's like i have to look for shits everyday when i reached office in the morning and to clear it up. but funny thing is, i can smell shit but i find no shit.
OH SHIT!!!!!!!
was thinking whether should i continue feeding it cos i think it's not a very good idea for me to do so. what if one day i no longer working there? the kitty will die of starvation? one day it might get run down by cars too. it's a very dangerous place for an animal to hang around. the kitty still wun allow me to go near it too. will see wad can be done. hmmm......
went to watch Golden Compass with Yuwen ytd.
a little boring, it only gets interesting towards the end of the movie. then i saw this Clover thingy.
it's a push cart stall in the middle of Vivo City.
there were articles of customers saying how much luck the Clover brought onto them blablabla.
and it's not cheap know!!!
I ALSO WANT ONE!!!!!!!
tattooed arms, black-framed specs, smooth and even complexion, with a cheeky and silly smile.
will you ever fall for an installation guy?
jialat leow..........
Sparkling Diamond
[11:26 PM]
Monday, December 10, 2007
May be going to Thailand for holiday with my colleagues on January 2008. the place is call "Hup Chai".
i dunno how to spell the place and i cant find the place's informations from the net.
one and only girl which is me.
so I'm still considering...
I'll have to occupy a room all by myself and I'm afraid of ghost u know?! what if... what if something juz came and took me awayyyyyyyy....
lol. lol.
but I'm really excited to go!!!!!!!
there must be lots of fun!!! xD
went expo for roadshow yesterday.
it's an open space....
and it has been raining non-stop.
the west coast salesmen have to hide and come out again and again. same same, it rained today so we decided not to go down.
haiz.......
seriously i would prefer doing the call-ins and roadshows. staying in the office everyday made us became so nua....
AML Building had became GHOST Building.
then they say I'm so lazy.
hum......
u know u know!!
there's a little kitty appearing at my showroom for a few days. i decided to feed it. maybe let it be my new pet? YES!!!!!
it's been 2 days since i started feeding it.
when it's time, the kitty got hungry and it will come waiting under the car outside my office.
it's so smart and cute la. i dunno is it a girl or boy. a cat's sex is not easy to figure out unlike a dog.
or is it the same? i dun think so.
hoping to be able to go near and pet it when the kitty get use to me. heheheheeeee......
hey, when you feel lost in life, have someone to talk to.
smile, take a deep breathe and relax.
things will work out eventually.
everyone feels lost in certain parts of their life, it's normal. well, everything is going to be fine.
dun worry be HAPPY!!!
败给你说话的眼睛
败给你微笑的魔力
不知不觉想每天跟你在一起
woo baby baby woo baby baby woo love
Sparkling Diamond
[12:40 AM]
Saturday, December 08, 2007
I'm Jieying's victim.
[On the Outside]
Name: Chan Xing Yi, Agnes
Birth Date: 20 April 1989
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: damn black
Righty or Lefty: Righty. i learnt that left-handers die faster.
[On the Inside]
Your Heritage: chinese
Your Fear: yes. bugs, ghosts, gross stuffs etc etc
Your Weakness: my blurness and stupidity plus being too kind in a stupid way
Your Perfect Pizza: BBQ chicken
[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning:
"Sian, today must work..."
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime:
"Sian, tml must work..."
Your Most Missed Memories:
when i still have Rusty with me!!!
[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: MacDonald
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
[Do You...]
Smoke: No
Curse: i only do it to my family and closer friends.
Take showers: yes. dun come near me if u dun.......
Have a crush: yes
Think you are in love: I think so.... maybe. .... ..
Go to school: no longer schooling
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: yes. sometimes i need assurance.
Think you are a health freak: 70%
[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: No
Eaten sushi: No. and craving for it now.
Dyed your hair: No
[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: No
Changed who you were to fit in: Not necessary
[Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 18. but oh my, I'm already 18years and 7 months old.
[In a Guy]
Best Eye Color: black
Best Hair Color: still black
Short Hair or Long Hair: short
[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: i pee-ed
1 Hour Ago: MSN-ing
4.5 Hours Ago: playing with strays down my house hehehe
1 Month Ago: celebrating Deepavali... ahahah.....
1 Year Ago: Rusty fell sick i brought him to the Vet.
[Finish the Sentence]
I Love: animals!
I Feel: demoralised with work
I Hate: that old man in my house now
I Hide: when trouble comes. HAHA
I Need: to slim down.
[The next 5 victims]
dun la. I'm very kind one.
i only have yuwen, huishan and yeeleng. lol.
ok, it's my 1st attempt in doing this kind of stuff.
think I'm way too bored that's why i did it.
haiz......
Sparkling Diamond
[12:34 PM]
Thursday, December 06, 2007
guys are really jerks.
of cos I'm not talking about ALL.
there are still some good ones out there but they are getting rare.
i dun understand why the hell are there so many Cheena ladies seducing our Singaporean guys nowadays. stories of money-cheating following up one after another. and yet it's not coming to an end. guys are god damn stupid to fell into their traps. then i also dun understand why is the government still allowing them to keep on swarming into Singapore?
SO STUPID.
guys knowing its a trap and still happily falls into it.
you think the Cheenas really loves you?
do you know how materialistic and exactly how smart they are? they are born to be like this from their own country's environment.
they are only attracted to your money.
dun expect them to love you whole-heartedly lei.....
he made my dearest aunt to be so so so sad now.
if she were to do anything silly i believe you'll be guilty for the rest of your life.
hope she will get over it and be fine.
think mum and i better visit her soon.
I really want to thousand hand slap those evil ppl.
still, everytime when i thought who it was, my heart pounds!
Sparkling Diamond
[11:57 PM]
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
"Enchanted" is a very nice movie.
juz like wad my sister said, you'll feel that life can be very positive after u watched the movie.
Amy Adams, the female lead, is really very fairy taley~
met Ashley last evening.
very happy to be out with her.
she's still as pretty and such a funny girl.
she made a test-tube gel for me too.
when i said i wanted to get myself a new pouch, she bought one for me. I'm so happy. I'll treat these as my 1st Christmas present.
Agnes loves Ashley too.
=D
went to have Korean food with aunt Doreen and my sis this evening at West Coast Highway.
its juz right beside West Coast car mart.
so when we passed by, i can see my lady boss standing by the container. guess the rain was too heavy for everyone to go home. ... it was raining so heavily throughout the whole day since 11am, non-stop.
but anyway, i think Korean food doesn't please my taste buds at all.
i still prefer Japaneses food... =p
misses the grey tabby cat at my old house. =(
it's so cute i like her very much. here I'm assuming she's a girl cos i really dunno her sex. hmmm... she likes to brush herself against me when i played with her at nights.
so cute!
now at my temp house, the strays here are SO FAT AND HUGE!!! there are SO MANY OF THEM TOO!!!
there's a auntie who came feeding them every night.
i think i managed to make fren with one fat meow now. hehehe
i think everyone had been very busy until they hardly come online now.
anyone wanna buy car?
i no more case on hand already.
starting of the month and I'm so scared now.
it's a cold cold night out there.
Sparkling Diamond
[9:33 PM]
Saturday, December 01, 2007
been trying to update something for the past few nights but i juz had myself logging out of blogspot in the end.
so fast, its now December.
will be welcoming 2008 very soon.
am a little... not bearing.. to.......
i always feel like i had achieved nothing and juz wasted my time all along. anyway, its true la.
I'm thinking of going Thailand for holiday since I've heard so much about it but yet visited it.
=)
Facebook is actually quite interesting.
i adopted a new pet Giraffe named Peppe! it's being pronounced as "pepp-pi". somehow, i now understand why there are ppl who are so crazy about Facebook. though I'm a little confused on how it works actually.
YUWEN!!! faster go and sign up for facebook so we can play! hahaha ha......
slowly adjusting myself to the temp house now.
was fine, just that i still likes to be home with only my siblings. always hope that my mum and teacher would go for mahjong session every night. not returning home only after i had fallen asleep. dun even wan to see his face. so i sleeps in the living room. it's so cooling in the night i managed to survive without aircon. hehe
i wish not having to live with him under the same roof...... juz cant help myself from disliking him.
like i said, it's nice to meet out for dinner once every week, but not living under one roof.
i cant stand him. his living habits turns me off.
had a colleague who stayed nearby me.
managed to have rides home from him sometimes.
ahhhh... I'm very lucky. was told that alot of ppl is queuing up waiting to send me home. lol~
juz jokes la hor...
but sometimes ppl's tongue wags about us.
its normal, cant blame them. cos they assumed they knew something. =p
oh ya!
the pervert uncle still have not given up hopes on me yet. he still visits my showroom trying his luck to see me.
holy shit!
luckily, for the few times he came, but i was on off. i scared scared la. can u give up and go away please. or I'll ask my colleagues to beat u up. =(
luckily i didn't tell him that i moved house.
sometimes I'm really damn stupid, i cant stand myself.
like i cant even differentiate good and bad.
no la i think i cannot put it this way.
i should say my level and my experience is not high enough, so i got beaten down by those of higher levels. lol.
i can also label them as cunning old men...... zzzz
recently had been following the news about the 5 dragon boaters who passed on due to the accident in Cambodia. was really damn sad. i could cry when i read and read. such a loss to the nation. amazingly how the 5 of them touched so many hearts of people around them, even complete strangers like me.
but no matter what, things will be fine.
anyway, one of them named Reuben Kee was an inspiration. he's Mr World Singapore 2007 and also a very talented musician. tall, strong and handsome!
i like strong guys! but its juz such a loss la...
visit his web, download his musics and have a go at it. his musics are really nice.
www.reubenkee.com
feeling very weird.
my brother is dancing crazily behind me now.
he's very irritating, always pretending to hit and kick me when I'm home. he can sit infront of the metal gate looking at me, making stupid faces to me, and din wanna open the gate for me to come in.
maybe he's crazy.
hahaha
ok, I'M GONNA SHOP NEXT WEEK!!!!!
Sparkling Diamond
[11:22 PM]
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
hehehe........
i wan candy cane.
I've always love candy cane.
i bought one from 7-11 today.
but i wan lots of candy cane.
red and white mint flavor de.
like this...
Sparkling Diamond
[11:30 PM]
maybe we are old enough to be independent.
we don't need to be taken care of.
we are all used to living individually.
we have not been living under the same roof with my mum for quite some time. yes my father passed away when i was only a little girl, thus my mum has got herself a companion for quite some years too. i enjoy getting in touch and meeting out for family dinner once every week. it's better than living together and facing each other everyday. we are able to quarrel because of very small little things; house chores.
restricting us from doing this and that, it's not that I'm not compromising. well, sometimes i do think that it is not really necessary for everything you think things should be done.
then, i got irritated.
i realised i have slight princessy attitude. juz that i did not discuss about it with others.
i think I'm somehow bossy, loves to complains, and i speaks without thinking at times.
it's not nice to move in together after all.
surprised myself for having this kind of thoughts, but things juz happened like that.
I'm used to living with only siblings already.
mum is still okay i think. but not the "outsider"......
he is still an outsider..............
Sparkling Diamond
[10:51 PM]
Monday, November 26, 2007
1st day to work after I've moved house gave me a refreshed feeling.
journey to work took 47mins.
journey back home was 1hr 10 mins.
well, guess i have no choice.
juz have to find something to do during the journey...
btw, house moving is no fun at all.
we started moving at 9pm and ends around 12am.
we all slept at 2am.
mum, sis and i slept on the queen size bed.
when i woke up in the morning, my body ached very badly.
zzzz
the whole place was so crampy.
got my mood went way down.
didnt wan to talk much. haiz.....
halfway through moving,
POP!
realised my mood swing was because of PMS. =(
was feeling better on the next day afternoon.
my sis packed the whole living room and now there's a clear path to walk.
unlike previously, there wasn't even a proper space for walking.
at that moment, i seriously thought of moving somewhere else while waiting for the new flat to be built. guess we'll all have to bear with it.
i need to get my hair done.
and i need to buy new clothings.
have been saying these for a very long time. hahhaha.......
i know I'm very messy and, erm, ugly. omg....
sometimes my colleagues were all talking about how should i dress up sexily to attract those male customers.
NO LOR!
though i think is quite true if u are able to attract all the customers til they gong gong and sign all the deals, but i cant do it la. and they are like talking about it everyday! I'm very stress know...... i know wad they're trying to say, but not yet ma. haiz....
do you know that when a flower is not ripe and u try to pull its petals, the flower dies.
but if you leave it there, water it and fertilises it, give it some time and it will blooms beautifully.... =D
Jay Chou's new album is nice.
listening to it makes you feels very emo... which is very bad. but i like 1 song call Tian Tian De (Sweet Sweet One). listening to it really made me feels sweet. lol
aye.
sometimes..... i dunno wad is wrong with me. maybe a little haywired. is talking to someone really that tough?
something in between is blocking.
i dream a lot. we are not even talking in my dreams.
reality reflects in dreams too huh?
i can still remember a few days ago, you came and we talked, we were so natural. really natural.
i was surprised as everything went so smoothly.
you even teased me........
unlike last time, when one of us talk, the other dunno how to react at all. lol..
but now i think you have someone you fancied already.
maybe.... she's someone else... whom you've fancied for... very much..... and for a very long time...
hmmmm.....
it's ok. i still feel good when i think about you.
anyway, I'm not sure. It's only a guess.......
i dun feel like sleeping. cos after waking up I'll have to travel long way to work again. lol
dunno why everyday when i reached home, my bad mood starts.
dun feel like talking to anyone except my pets...
but now I'm left with nothing.
i even gave Dipo away to Yuwen.
i think her family likes Dipo very much.
i think Dipo will be fine with them =)
thank you YUWEN!!!
Sparkling Diamond
[11:12 PM]
Friday, November 23, 2007
i received some unwanted attention.
freaky unwanted it........
i have to hide it in me for only ONE day and i cannot take it anymore!!!
so i took the courage and finally, i told one of my colleague about it!!!
HAHAHA......
i feel much much better.
but i still feel gross about it. zzzz
work is so boring today.
i almost cry for home.
no one was there to chit chat with me.
i walked up and down, in and out.
i haaaaate it........
i hate house moving too.
there's so much things to pack.
I'm a messy girl ma.
i hope for the new house to be built very very soon.
you came, you were shy, didn't even dare to look me in my eyes! maybe your car roof was too low it cuts out my face.
Thanks for helping anyway!
Did something went wrong? Just Smile! =D
good night!
bounced off~
Sparkling Diamond
[11:58 PM]
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
next month dun have to eat grass already.
wahaha.....
it was fun watching COE Live together.
so exciting. got my hands and feet so freezing cold in front of the office computer.
the weather is really nice this few nights.
I'm hugging my bolster and already feeling the sleepiness. i think i will go to sleep after i blog.
i just loves to sleep la. hahaha... so i got up rather early today and reached office early.
Jeffrey saw me and asked if "I'm okay?"
eh?!!!
we're moving house real real soon, on this sat.
i feel very sian.........
cos I'll be traveling long distance to work after we moved. i hate traveling alone somemore its long distance. sort of time wasting. zzzzz
moving new house got good got bad.
haiz.....
no choice.李玖哲 - 做你的天
你坐在我身边
oh 我的天
我想我会失眠
想暂停时间亲你的脸
你才不会发现
舍不得和你说再见
一秒多浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜
催着我快点再多爱你一些
做你的天
做你的晴天
帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天
当你需要阴天
陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变我是你的天
我是你最爱那天
过了春天
过了夏天
我们写下了季节
又过了秋天
过了冬天
我们写下永远
舍不得和你说再见
一秒多浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜
催着我快点再多爱你一些
我只对你想念
对你温柔和体贴
只为你心甘情愿
永远不对你说抱歉
Sparkling Diamond
[10:08 PM]
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
We(family) really went to have Pizza Hut for dinner today!
I'm very happy tonight. although some little things makes everyone a little not happy. but we are so silly. why for the bad attitudes, right?
haha ha......
caught in the rain.
i had a sprained foot.
i had a fall when i was walking to AML yesterday.
luckily, when i looked around, no one saw me when i fell. LOL
i felt pain on my foot when i woke up today. i think my veins were swollen.
well, its just a slight sprain. i will be fine very soon. =D
people around me including me seems to be down on luck recently.
i hope everyone will be fine soon.
maybe we should go to the temple to bai bai already.
god bless god bless.
...............
Sparkling Diamond
[10:36 PM]
Monday, November 19, 2007
i was playing this game in office today and i started laughing to myself.
it's so funny game.
not easy to play too.
my highest score is only 200.
dun believe u try.
HERE
I realised ALL my colleagues are Scorpios!!!
ALL OF THEM.
why so coincident.
come to think of it, the 4 of them, their character seems really similar. lol
only i'm an Aries...
so inspiration came.
we bought TOTO with our birth dates.
8 - Steven,
12 - Alvin,
20 - Agnes,
25 - Yang,
29 - Roland,
30 - today's date (19 + 11[nov]),
38 - my age + birth date
19th Nov 2007 results:
5... 9... 11... 39... 42... 43... 1.....
not a single one matched.
-.-
i am going to eat pizza hut tomorrow!!!! =D
Sparkling Diamond
[10:32 PM]
Sunday, November 18, 2007
my stupid brother.
always likes to bring his male friends back home for over night.
I'm a girl can?!?!!
and we shared a room know!!!
such an idiot.
ARGH!!!!!
work has been really bored.
4 out of 5 cases is dead.
next month eat grass already.
somemore, 2:8 commission??
i wish boss himself to know that this is really not right.
it's a really wrong way.
zzzzz...
sian............ to the bottom bottom...
wonder what's up with life.
can we talk? hahaa
Sparkling Diamond
[11:31 PM]
Friday, November 16, 2007
happy day.
=D
its my brother's birthday today!!
happy birthday to Jaaaaames! hahah....
yes he turned 17 now.
still so young. cannot even watch M18 shows. lol....
i went out with friends after work today.
mum and teacher and sis and bro went out for his birthday dinner.
who ask you all didn't inform me earlier. =(
we never learn to say Hi.
we never learn to say Bye.
but finally an initiation.
cant help laying my eyes on you...
Sparkling Diamond
[11:40 PM]
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
It's my off day today.
I started packing all my junks.
I had to throw lots of clothings away cos i found holes on them. I was wondering why are there so many holes then i recalled.... Xiao Bai did it!!
Aiyoooo so naughty!
she found her way into my closet a few times before!
zzzz.....
anyway, i enjoyed packing all my way i didn't know that time passes so fast!
i shall continue packing again another day.
i don't have lots of stuffs anyway.
as usual, had dinner with my family.
i think when we moved, we can have dinner together everyday. together everyday until we are very sick of it. wahaha...
so so so fast...
we will be moving on next Saturday night.
like Malays!
moving house in the night. haha
it's because my mother's friend had to work on Sunday. That's why he can only help us on Saturday night.
hmmm...
I've been looking for part time job hopefully i can work from home for extra income.
as I'm getting a little sick of my car job.
really feel like changing job.
but i will dun bear of my colleagues.
haiz.....
words simply cannot describe why.
just sick...
I got up in the morning knowing I have to prepare for work I turned gloomy.
every night before I sleep I know I had to get up early for work the next day I sian.
But I'm already doing this job for 5 months.
I think i must hold on......
must not waste the time I've spent and the experience I've gained.
argh...
Do you know that Pakistan also have Honda Accord and Toyota Corolla!
my Pakistan friend told me. hahaha.....
is my knowledge too little or is it something really shocking?
I Want All My Temptations....
Sparkling Diamond
[10:20 PM]
Monday, November 12, 2007
how or what would you feel or do when you are sitting in one corner of the bus, and a guy sitting besides you started falling asleep and his head was dangling side by side, almost lying on your shoulder!!!
my hair stands!
his hard-gelled hair brushes slightly on my shoulder so suddenly that i thought someone was disturbing me.
i was staring outside the bus window without realising he had fallen asleep in the 1st place.
anyway, he woke up when i was about to alight from the bus.
the phone incident,
am i so scary that you had to hang the phone once you heard it was me?
I'm not the one who was looking for you anyway.
hahaha
Sparkling Diamond
[11:27 PM]
Sunday, November 11, 2007
no mood to blog.
a little sick of my job...
2 of my hamsters was being adopted.
=S
Sparkling Diamond
[9:45 PM]
Monday, November 05, 2007
i report late for work yesterday and everyone thought i was being kidnapped!
wahahaha.......
i told Alvin i had something on in the morning but he didnt let the rest of them know. aye.....
anyway, I'm think I'm quite safe now.
still a little afraid.
as no one knows what might happen.
but err..... forget it. it's better not to mention anymore...
cos I'm so scared.
so you see, big in size doesn't mean you are always strong.
*piak*
yesterday i 小鹿乱撞 le.
heart raced and head went giddy.
that kind which is really serious.
it feels like my 1st time ever.
i was so unprepared. got anxious and i loses myself.
haha ha.......
sometimes thinking about the present just saddens me. but sometimes thinking about the past and those funny little things, i am still able to smile.
it's worth it la. experience ma.
i cant sleep at night again.
i curled up on my bed.
thinking and thinking, tossing and turning.
i only fell asleep after dunno how many donkey hours have passed.
then i had many weird and funny dreams.....
i heard its due to radiation from handphone.
causing sleepless nights and the brain cant rest well even when you are very sound asleep.
cos i uses my handphone as my alarm and i had to left it beside my pillow when i sleeps.
hmmm..
i have to give my little babies away already.
due to us having to move temporary to a 1 room flat at lower delta...
there's really no space for us to even set our current furnitures.
so i really had no choice!!!
anyway, Yuwen reserved my Dipo.
i feel safe to have Dipo with her...
if she can, i wish to have Ah Boy with her too.
Xiao Bai is a very naughty girl so i dun wan to trouble Yuwen so much. hahahaha
I'm worried on who is gonna take my hams in la...
haiz....... =(
tml i off tml i off!
very very happy. i shall let my mind be free and enjoy myself!
good night!
Sparkling Diamond
[11:37 PM]