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Monday, March 28, 2005

today happy day thru out. cos i oso dunno y.. haha.. morning i woke up feeling very energetic. but i onli slept for 3 hours last night? hmmm..
huishan doin the eng history thingy le. so i no need do. ivan... haiz.. nvm. anyway i'm not the leader oso. i've done my part too..

PE lesson still not bad. played netball. jy training all the girls for the netball inter-class match on the 8th of April. time so short. and all girls of 4/8 only got 1 netball girl! like tht how can we win them... there are matches against 3/3, 5/1 and 5/2. zzz..

then after sch de CDP. not really boring. its meaningful. but oso sian la.. our class came in late therefore we sat next to 5/2. not a very good seat. i see ppl i dun wish to see. and its so clear view diagonally infront.. the more i see the more i goin crazy.. finally i sighed out loudly. adam beside me turned and looked at me. lol.. and the patrick patrick accidentally touched my leg. "oops sorry.." i smile smile. wahah..
back to topic.. then rest of the day til now i'm not high mood liao. but he talked to me a few minutes ago. was abit awkward. but now i realised tht he actually care.. i'm shocked. cant believe tht he actually care.. cos he dun seemed to care at all.. yi dian dou mei you lo...
i laughed when u say u felt guilty. wahaaha! at least i know u oso got feelings one..
okay so now u say we fren fren. actually i dun feel like replying u. but i still said "ya..."
to me.. there's more.. i mean.. on my side only...

things changed again.. when i have decided to stop. ta ma de.. and its not more than 1 day u know!?!
i tore off the colour butterfly with those words on it from my class table.. i rubbed off everything. i kept those papers tht they drew for me inside my drawer deep deep.. then now.. haiz.. i'm soft-hearted.. SIAN AH!!!!
i'm juz looking problems and many many troubles for myself. falling down is so pain u know?! haiz.... wanted to tell u how i missssses u so much juz now. but...
but nvm la. he may feel gao wei. haha.. simple-minded is a word for him. lol.. thinking tht everything can be healed with juz tht few minutes of talk. and lots of apologising? wow!

Sparkling Diamond
[7:20 PM]