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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

why would ppl try to hurt themselves when they suffer from a broken heart.
silly and saddening,
i wouldnt wanna encourage such ppl to move on..
but who knows?
if 1 day i'm gonna have another broken heart,
i may juz leap off the edge of my roof...
sometimes, i'd wish to feel heart broken again.
that feeling when i can cry my heart out is.... great.
so is there anyone who can break me once again?

a msg to my sis:
i'm not siding anyone...
not i dun wanna show concern to u,
it is juz that i cant be bothered with ppl's relationship already.
i believe u can stand up by urself.
well, time heals..
from wad i know, u are not that weak.
mayb u have been seeking for some attention,
but i'm sorry, u know james and i cant give them to u.
learn to let go.
i have master the skill of letting go from past incidents.
i dunno how to pass u my skill,
but i think it shouldnt be difficult to learn.
wad more can i say? be strong lo.
and u know i feel like slamming ur laptop now?
its bloody lag -_____-
thanks...

now thinking about it,
i realise i'm really, quite useless.
dun even have some diploma thingy.
only a pathetic O lvl cert.
and now i even lost the mood to work..
mayb u are right..
but y dun u look at me with wad i have?
for example i can 拉二胡. can u?
i have animals knowledges. have u?
i can fix computers.
i can cook but mayb not so tasty.
i am a good listener.
i am a good companion.....
i'm sure there are lots more...

guess i juz have to stop struggling.

i'm juz a girl who cant find the direction of my life, currently.
still lost in the world of freedom.
u think i wanted to?
mayb cos i'm borned between e 2 horoscope which leads me to some weird weird personality.
i think so. how do u think?
or mayb my father not only passes his looks but also his character to me too.
yea, my old man is a weird one x)

i have my ability,
i believe that time will show.
whether it take 10 weeks, 10 months, 10 years or 20 years..

u shall wait and see.

Sparkling Diamond
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