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Friday, July 20, 2007

Its such a quiet month.
No one wants to buy car?
Everyone bought their car during expo carnival?

sigh.....

They separated me and my brother.
My brother got "promoted" to the 4th floor, leaving me on the 2nd floor.
(my company has got units on both floor)
But somehow its good to me.
A lot more people approached me and i am able to be independent.

But now it seems like I'm so vulnerable to "predators".
My brother was saying that people from other company came and talk to me was because they wanted to dig infos from me of my company.

Am i so stupid to a state that i can't differentiate the goods and bads?
In some cases it may be true, and i know who i should avoid.
Sometimes i think that my brother was just too sensitive towards people.
I don't like defensive playing.
I just wants to be good with everybody.
So far, every neighbour at my workplace are so kind to me and in fact, they taught me a lot more knowledge than my own colleagues!

Anyway, what he had said got me into deep thinking.
I'm giving myself problems to vex about.
I don't want to malign people around me.
I just don't want to................
It breaks my heart to know that people are actually using me.
I hope there is no such thing and that we are just thinking too much.

Time tells.
I will find out the truth.

I'm sick for a week and yet to recover =(

Sparkling Diamond
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